I've been out of touch Losing feeling but the pain I used as my crutch There's nothing left inside my head like there ever was There's a reason I won't bend I won't ever budge I think back honestly On every time I didn't live my life with honesty Cause that's not who I want to be Cause I don't want to face life hostilely But that's hard when I live constantly In denial 'bout the lies that I hide in me Is this all my in head Just made up again I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on I keep running to the past to fix myself Find nothing to help me I'm always searching wrong Too many times I didn't know that I was on the edge of falling back Into old habits I regret I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on So did I do enough With all the time I spent I've been giving up Or was this all for nothing Pathetic bluffing Cause I just think it's only right That I live for something I can't shake it off Every time I think about it I just pay the cost I can't help but feel more lost Every time I take a step I'm tripping over lust But it's hard when I keep losing trust In myself now I keep on living in a rut It's all my in head Just made up again I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on I keep running to the past to fix myself Find nothing to help me I'm always searching wrong Too many times I didn't know that I was on the edge of falling back Into old habits I regret I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on I'll just bury all my doubts, bury all my doubts Deeper underground, deeper underground, deeper underground I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground Make something from nothing I'll always fixate on