N2

歌詞

I woke up the same way Never feels like a new day Always stuck in a bad dream Why can't I wake up But how can I face this When I'm self medicated I'm just filled up with hatred Rotting to the bone I was on my own Just staring at the phone Left here thinking bout the people And the places I call home I'm so confused I know I'll sort it out And find some common ground I just need to find the pieces That I know will fill this hole So stay away I'm not what you think I didn't wanna be this Broken I can feel it Down to my bones But I should've known This isn't how I heal this Selfish in my dealings 'Cause I don't know how to fix myself for you Well do you Cause I just play it off well Playing dumb still Waiting for you While I'm just pulling myself in two I've been running in circles Looking for what's essential Only finding residual It's just not enough Things got so complicated Can you feel my frustration. It's the only foundation I keep putting up I play pretend With what I'm feeling within I'm pushing everyone away That gives a fuck about me So I'll just end up alone It ends up feeling like home But that's okay cause I've been dealing With these thoughts on my own So stay away I'm not what you think I didn't wanna be this Broken I can feel it Down to my bones But I should've known This isn't how I heal this Selfish in my dealings 'Cause I don't know how to fix myself for you Well do you Cause I just play it off well Playing dumb still Waiting for you While I'm just pulling myself in two I'll just pull myself in two Can't you feel the weight Get heavier with time So stay away I'm not what you think I didn't wanna be this Broken I can feel it Down to my bones But I should've known This isn't how I heal this Selfish in my dealings 'Cause I don't know how to fix myself for you Well do you Cause I just play it off well Playing dumb still Waiting for you While I'm just pulling myself in two Pulling myself in two Pulling myself in two