I've been looking for some peace, for some happiness But the pain is all I really comprehend I hit a wall, thought it'd fall, I just can't pretend That I didn't think about it 'til the very end But that's okay cause I'll just do this again I'm all talk I can't get over, the things I'm convinced Are my fault It's a curse That I just can't reverse But that's okay I'd rather live with pain Than live in life in vain Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing For nothing Think back I was over the fence But I froze Regret all the choices I made But I know How I act Lately feels kinda whack But that doesn't just excuse The damage that I produce I always thought that this couldn't be me Now I lost Everything that's feels important to me At what cost In the end I just tripped up again Now I'm playing pretend I'm playing pretend to agree Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing I'm holding on for nothing I've been holding on All for nothing I've been holding on All for nothing I've been looking for some peace, for some happiness But the pain is all I really comprehend It's a curse That I just can't reverse But that's okay I'd rather live with pain Than live in life in vain Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing Fade out, fade out I don't wanna be kept around Where I know that I'm not wanted I'm just holding on for nothing I'm just holding on for nothing