marlboro country

歌詞

Yea I'm on a whole 'nother vibe I'm on a whole 'nother high I've accepted what it is Fuck it I'm ready to die They on a whole 'nother side No, they ain't in my gang Can we do something real for once? Please just call me by name Sick and tired of the fame Sick and tired of the stage Sick and tired of the shame Sick and tired of the blame I got my own fuck-ups It's generational shit These marks on me they permanent There's no erasing this shit Got no faith in a bitch For that I might blame my mom I got sweat in my palms Hope these meds make me calm Ain't too much that I'm sold on Can barely see, I'm so gone Please love me despite me Baby just keep Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on Yea tryna hide how I feel Way too high off pills I can't tell what's real You can tell I'm ill You can tell I'm hurt You can tell I'm damaged If there's anything left I promise you can have it Here I go with the same shit Wondering why I'm in the same fit 'Cause I can never stop working Baby that's when the pain hits Say a bar, make the game shift New heights on the same cliff I keep promising to change But all I ever do is shape-shift Yea in my room and I'm pacing Take the pills, try to space 'em I don't mean to leave you waiting Baby, look I'm 'a need your fucking patience This a dragon I'm chasing And it's the devil I'm racing Yea I can show you how to shut down I can show you how to get tough But asking me for affection, I'm sorry baby that's too much Plenty tears on my shoulder bone Keeping hope I'm getting close to home Always right where I should be, so I guess I'll keep Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on Yea tryna hide how I feel Way too high off pills I can't tell what's real You can tell I'm ill You can tell I'm hurt You can tell I'm damaged If there's anything left I promise you can have it Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on Keep holding on