a nice place to visit

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Yeah had to go back out west Had to keep my bags light Chemicals in my psych Why this shit feel so right? She was up in my arms Now she up on a flight Said You would never leave my side Said it was to the grave I been tryna change my ways Swear I been tryna change my life They don't know what it's like Laying awake all night Yeah running away from love Running straight to my cup Time to head back out west Maybe I'll be in touch Yeah covered my heart in gold Put a smile on for the shows When they ask me how I'm doing, never been happier I'm told They tryna bring me home I just need one more high Ay promise it's not a lie when I say I'm done forever this time Yeah I got pain inside but feel like why? Why should I cry Thinking about my dead homies like why? Why didn't I die How can I feel love when I can't even feel okay How can I feel anything when I I can't feel my face Giving away my heart Prolly ain't too much left But for you I'd give my last piece, don't need none for myself Drinking my way to hell tryna find my way to heaven So make this moment count, I could be gone at any second Doc going through my wreckage Hoping he find a message But every time we talk I'm only left with just more questions Emotionally never present Do I hide or grab my weapons? Only peace I know is when I'm high or in the desert Yeah had to go back out west Had to keep my bags light Chemicals in my psych Why this shit feel so right? She was up in my arms Now she up on a flight Said You would never leave my side Said it was to the grave I been tryna change my ways Swear I been tryna change my life They don't know what it's like Laying awake all night Yeah running away from love Running straight to my cup Time to head back out west Maybe I'll be in touch