paradise

歌詞

You did good Slick Everything that happens. This is paralyzed I been up grinding for years doing whatever it take I got bags under my eyes, they say I need me a break Woke up to bags up in the bank, woke up to being alone Couldn't tell you where I'm at, just know that I wanna be home It's late I'm calling my girl hoping she pick up the phone Another night under the lights yea it's just me and the foam Another day up on the earth, somewhere that I don't belong Just me on my own Just me on my own Looking for my getaway, trying a drug every day Told her I cannot stay Cry to myself as I walk away Put my love on a shelf in case I come back from walking through hell I say that I'm fine, they look in my eyes, say I cannot tell Can't help but look back and realize that it won't be long Making peace with the fact that one day ima be gone Stuck somewhere beyond some help, on the right side of wrong I keep over taking my meds, hoping it help but it don't Excuse me for sipping too much, I'm just tryna feel the same Forgive me swerving too much, I'm just tryna find my lane I'm ducking these hoes and lames tryna come up off my name I'm popping on perc after perc tryna overcome my pain Fucking bitches getting money, yea I been going insane No your prayers cannot save me sorry but it's too late Smoking out in a Cullinan Outta body separate Deep breath meditate Chrome pressed to the brain I got mother fuckers with their hands out, acting like I fuckin owe em Bitches talking like I'm they man, I don't even fuckin know em Weight of the world on my shoulder Neck and my heart getting colder Mom and my pops getting older And I just wanna take it slow I just want this shit to be over I just want my dad to be closer I just want my bro to be sober I just want my mom to I just want my mom to be fine I just want my girl to be mine Want my tolerance to decline All these dollars make em see signs I been up grinding for years doing whatever it take I got bags under my eyes, they say I need me a break Woke up to bags up in the bank, woke up to being alone Couldn't tell you where I'm at, just know that I wanna be home It's late I'm calling my girl hoping she pick up the phone Another night under the lights yea it's just me and the foam Another day up on the earth, somewhere that I don't belong Just me on my own Just me on my own It's a smash This is paralyzed