Proof of Existence

歌詞

Honestly all I want is to have someone to love me just for me and remember the songs that I've sung The river in my heart no longer runs I try to find a star, even though there is none At last, I still cannot tear off the shinny sticker that's been in my heart all along No one's able to tell who I am 'cause I put on a heavily filtered smile I try to prove my existence with a lie I don't want to let life and time pass me by Hundreds of butterflies, scalding tears and red eyes My unstable heart struggles every passing night Which one is the real me, do you think you can recognize? The jokes of hers grate harshly on my ears She has no thought to spare for any one of her friends or peers Entrust my worth to whoever's in charge Go lock my heart up and put myself behind bars With just a single simple anonymous comment, my self-esteem starts to sway Enough! I want to leave everything and break away If only there's another chance for a change I try hard to prove my beingless existence Put on hollow masks and telling absurd lies Don't know what I should do or where I'm heading to if only my anxiety could be subdued Becoming prettier Becoming popular We've opened our eyes to a brand new world In the end, we finally find out that nothing is true Now what are we gonna do? I try to prove my existence with a lie No matter where it leads, I will follow the tide Words with double meanings and a corner in your mind Is there still a place for me to occupy? All I want is just to stay right by your side I will never let life and time pass me by Take off the hollow masks, no more heart-breaking lies Look for the oasis where I truly should be Shout myself hoarse and I hope you will hear my scream I wonder if you can see what is the realest me