I just want to stay the same But from the outside I guess I’ve been a little twisted Pushed away, told to stay out I shouldn’t feel anything Yet the tears still fall Stopping my steps beside collapsing buildings The blaring sounds make My heart tremble uncontrollably I want to stay detached as much as I can I don’t need these changing days But it’s not that simple… The only one who doesn’t want to change is me This part’s slightly off Stop being so meticulous about silly things It was always like this anyway! Sensitive to change, I notice Even things that don’t change I just laugh it off! Ah… I don’t want to be involved at all Lock me away in a gray negative space… I want to stay detached as much as I can I don’t need these changing days Tormented by discomfort The only one who doesn’t want to change is me Counting on my fingers How much longer can I live like this?! I want to stay numb as much as I can Cut down whatever’s driving me forward! If possible, I don’t need these feelings Please, don’t shake my heart anymore… I don’t want to change Pleasure doesn’t even exist here Being meticulous at weird times again Don’t shake my heart… I don’t want to change! Pleasure doesn’t exist!
