May we be crushed May the bones of our faces slip over each other Grind our shining skulls underfoot till the Bonepowder mixes with the flesh of our image Please make us mulch Make us non-human and gelatinous Break down all our structure and spread us to rot In the sun and in the rain We don't want to think for thinking scares us We don't want to breathe for breath is so painful We don't want to live for death would release us We don't know how to be normal We don't know what it is for it is outside us We don't know how to talk or listen We don't know if what we say or hear is real Cause no one can tell us We are terrified of living but we can't tell you We are terrified of the present 'Cause we've never seen it Here it comes again The same moment The one we know the only one we know the only one there is It's always there and so meaningless So trivial So crushing Terrifying You don't know what we're talking about We live in the future and in the past without words Without you Here it comes again The same moment So scared May we be crushed We can't ever see you Just twitters and blurs and suffocating smells We're alone Alone with the things in our bodies The voices The voices The noises The noises The smells The stench of people around us May we be crushed