Suddenly I Loved You

歌詞

We spent the whole day together For the first time, you showed me your tears You looked so awkward Trying to hide them with your particular smile And I said, trying to comfort you “Sometimes I get depressed too ” Then stayed up all night together You let me hold your tender frame Like the only thing I was supposed to do I tried to hide the pleasure you gave me somehow But I confess I liked something about it Then you hated me in the end “Life goes on,” I'd declared As my cruel betrayal It could not be this beautiful It was so, so sweet of you To tell me graciously that I was everything to you And suddenly I loved you But I was like searching something out there With you right in front of me I swallowed words back Like “that's who I am” It was so, so foolish enough To make up my mind, believing It'd be me who's leaving And you'd never even tried to leave me 'cause otherwise I'd feel weak 'bout myself But wasn't I only a passerby No time to say goodbye “Life goes on,” I'd declared As my cruel betrayal It could not be this beautiful I wonder what Everything once we convinced we hold What it's all for? I wonder why A bitter taste of my story Still drags me down “Life goes on,” I'd declared As my cruel betrayal It could not be this beautiful Life goes on, as I said You left me without a trace It was like your cruel fuckin' payback It was so beautiful Dreadfully, so beautiful And life goes on