Silence feeling louder than my heartbeat Relying on my dreams wouldn't hardly ever meet Lifeless partying, drinking, waking up feeling dry I'm overthinking, just overthinking Every night I'm searching for another high Wonder why I'm drowning in a lullaby As I'm lying on my bed Pouring rain on to my cheeks My mind is full of dread Filled with shame of my defeat When I'm crying, out of breath Voiceless pain would never cease I'm overthinking, just overthinking Even the best of us are liars They might not guess a thing If I hold my head up high I keep my sins a secret Talking loud to disguise My overthinking Always overthinking Every night I'm searching for another high Wonder why I'm drowning in a lullaby As I'm lying on my bed Pouring rain on to my cheeks My mind is full of dread Filled with shame of my defeat When I'm crying, out of breath Voiceless pain would never cease I'm overthinking, just overthinking So I retraced every step I was too afraid to take Till the pain of my regret Brought me finally face to face That all along this was all In my power to change What was I thinking? Just overthinking
