NOT OKAY

歌詞

I’m fed up, I can’t even cry I’m bored like hell staring at the sky Destructive impulses sliding in I push it away, swallow vitamins yeah I screamed out loud in my dreams But nothing changes, as it is There’s no clue, no way out of this I’ve felt this way for such a long time Oh, I don’t know why I used to be okay I used to be so numb until you came along and Oh, you say you hear me Now I can cry Just to heal when I’m not okay Now I’m awake, I don’t even know Where to start but at least it hurts My eyes, my ears, my heart and soul Pieces of me, you touch and revive’em I pick’em up, lift them in the light I tried to look through, looking for a cue The memory reel starts to roll A little girl stands against the whole world Oh, I don’t know why I used to be okay I used to be so numb until you came along and Oh, you say you hear me Now I don’t cry Just to prove that I’m not okay Oh, I don’t know why I used to be okay I used to be so numb until you came along and Oh, you say you hear me Now I can cry Just to heal when I’m not okay Oh, I don’t know why I used to be okay I used to be so numb until you came along and Oh, you say you hear me Now I don’t cry Just to prove that I’m not okay